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jennyaxe ([personal profile] jennyaxe) wrote2005-08-09 01:50 pm
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Shame

Today at lunch I was sharing a table with seven other coworkers.

One of them made a racist joke.

I didn't say anything to discourage that sort of thing or show that I intensely dislike it.

I wish I had. I'm ashamed. I thought I was a stronger person.
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[identity profile] gramina.livejournal.com 2005-08-09 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
*nods* Especially in a work environment (where, ironically, it's actually *officially* inappropriate!) it can be hard to think on your feet to find a way to say 'that's not ok.'

I think this is a "fool me once, shame on you" sort of thing -- it's not like it would occur to most people that you'd *need* to have an appropriate response to that level of stupidity in the workplace prepared. But if it were me, I think I'd now be planning how to handle it next time. (And/or trying to decide if I should report it to the person's boss or to HR. It may well be against company policy to allow hate speech.)

[identity profile] johnpalmer.livejournal.com 2005-08-09 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Nod. That's an important point. If you said something, and didn't express it well, it would be ignored and might create additional animosity. Sometimes it really is better to say nothing than say the wrong thing.

I *am* glad you wanted to say the right thing... but sometimes it's very hard to find it in the moment.

[identity profile] jennyaxe.livejournal.com 2005-08-11 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
If I ever hear that particular "joke" again I've got my reply figured out... but it took me several hours.

(For those who are interested, it went "if there's an $ethnic1 and an $ethnic2 in a car, who's driving? Answer: the police". My planned-for-next-time-response: "but what if both of them are policemen, who'll drive then?"

[identity profile] jennyaxe.livejournal.com 2005-08-11 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
It is against company policy, but I'm not going to report this guy unless he becomes a lot more openly racist/sexist than he's been so far. I will be prepared to challenge his "jokes" in some way, though, mostly by acting stupid ("but I don't get it. what's the funny bit?") because making them explain in detail how it's funny to say that $ethnicity is inherently stupid/criminal/whatever just makes them make themselves look bad.
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